I’ve been spending more time in my prayer journal this week. It’s a lot of the same stuff I talked about in previous posts, but now, since discovering the bullet journaling phenomena, I am moving everything over to a composition notebook, for the sake of more effective archival and retrieval. Also, it is sometimes very difficult to put my thoughts into verbal words, as my mind is prone to wander about and fixate on the next shiny thing that grabs my attention. Having a lined journal will allow me to wrangle those thoughts all into a hopefully cohesive and coherent prayer, from my heart to God’s…and one day, will be a good way to remember His goodness to me.
Since I am fortunate enough to be a stay at home wife and Grammie, I have extra time in my day for prayer. I may not always have this opportunity to spend this kind of time in the presence of God, so I want to show my gratitude by doing it well, redeeming the time, so to speak.
From the time I wake, until the time I go to sleep, I want to be in a habit of keeping company with my Lord. There are several ways I accomplish this, one of which is memorized prayers. When I wake up and ideally, before my first sip of coffee, I want to give my day to Jesus. “Good morning, Lord! I love you. What do you want to tell me today?” I put on the coffee, and continue in worship: “Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit. As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.” It’s here that I often see the first thing He wants me to do today…maybe dishes that didn’t get put away the night before, or a load of laundry that needs to be put on…Sometimes I just take mental note, other times, I may jump right in and get it going while the coffee is brewing…but when that coffee is ready…I’m all about the waking up! I pour a big cuppa, add my favorite sweetener and stir it all up and take it to my prayer spot. Here, I keep my Bible, my journal(s), special pens/pencils, religious reading material that I’m working through, and prayer aids, such as chaplets and/or rosary. I say my morning prayers, then make a mental note of the prayers I pray weekly…I have different areas of specific prayers that I have divided up into my seven day week. This way, I feel I give adequate time and attention to the things I am praying for. I don’t try to journal much during this time, but just sit and wake up using the prayers and/or prompts that I already have written out. This gives me time to set my heart and mind on things above, and I find my day goes so much more smoothly this way. When the parish bells chime at noon, it is a reminder to pray the Angelus. I don’t have it memorized yet, so I put it in my prayer journal at midday. I also am developing the habit of praying the Divine Mercy Chaplet. It plays on our local Catholic radio station every day at 3pm. I love to sing along, and almost have it memorized.
I have been using the CAST model of prayer for just over a year. There are things I LOVE about having it in a binder, and there are things that are not working for me. I am hopeful that keeping a composition notebook with a good index will help me keep the things I love and fix those things that didn’t work. For the time being, I’m maintaining the one, creating another, and using them both in different ways…and I keep a separate journal for planning my days. I’m wondering if this will continue, or if I will decide to combine them all somewhere down the road. We’ll see. For now, it’s nice just to have some semblance of an organized plan.
You can see in my photo, I try to pray for a lot of different things…these are things that are on my heart often, some days I pray for more than one area, whether I’m on that day or not. This is just a prayer prompt for those days when I don’t know what to pray. Eventually, I will have collections and prayers for each category, but for now, it’s just a prompt. I am also in the process of getting to know the saints, and have given some of my favorites a permanent place in my prayer routine. I love the thought that I have prayer support from that cloud of witnesses that surround us. (Hebrews 12) Isn’t the Body of Christ wonderful? When we are in Him, and He in us, even physical death cannot sever us from His body, which is the Church.
About that rock wall at the foot of the cross: I told my sister that some days I feel like the young girl on “Secret Life of Bees” (and if you haven’t seen it, go now, borrow, rent or purchase a copy and watch one of my all-time favorite movies ever). She is a sensitive soul, and feels her sorrows deeply. When she is heavy and burdened, she runs to a rock wall on her family’s property, and leaves her sorrows there. How I need a rock wall…like the wailing wall in Jerusalem…but alas, we are apartment dwellers, :). So, I have the next best thing, a pile of rocks where I can leave my own anxieties, burdens, and sorrows. It fits with my CAST verses, and now I have them in a handy journal. I like the thought of seeing them reduced to one little rock in a pile that has been cast off…and somehow, I feel lighter, even just looking at the pile of burdens that I am not carrying anymore.
Well, that’s it for today. Would love to see your prayer journals and hear how you organize your prayer time. Blessings.
I’m digging around Sacred Scripture for mercy. Since that is my word for this year, I want to learn all about it. What is it, why is it necessary, how can I get some…all questions I hope to answer in my quest.
So, typical to the way I function, I pulled up a Google search for verses about mercy, and took the first one:
Hebrews 4:16Let us therefore approach the throne of grace with boldness, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.
Let us therefore…
What is that “therefore” there for?
To find out, I’ve learned, we must read the Scriptures in context…so…
I backtracked to the beginning of chapter four, and found another “therefore”, so I backtracked to chapter three…guess what?
Another therefore, sending me to chapter two…
Therefore, I have thus decided to begin at the beginning of Hebrews, for the sake of nailing down what in the world all those “therefores” are there for.
While I read, I will be looking for reasons why I am urged to approach the throne of grace with boldness. Because, I desperately WANT to receive mercy and find grace to help me in my time of need. I have a feeling I won’t be stopping at the end of Hebrews 3…in fact I have a feeling Hebrews might just be my study tool for 2016. Anyone want to join me?
I want my spiritual nourishment to be just as important as my physical. What if, every time I was bored, instead of snacking on food, I was grazing in the Word of God? How would it be to hunger and thirst for spiritual communion as I do for breakfast…or my first cup of coffee? What would my prayer life look like if it was as routinely anticipated and prepared as my caffeine intake? Do I ever skip morning coffee? Not without serious consequences. Why don’t I see the spiritual consequences of skipping my prayer, devotion and Bible reading with the same attitude?
Romans 5:5 – Hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out into our hearts through the holy Spirit that has been given to us.
King and Lawgiver
Desire of the nations,
Savior of all people,
Come and set us free, Lord, our God.
But a shoot shall sprout from the stump of Jesse,
and from his roots a bud shall blossom.
The spirit of the Lord shall rest upon him:
a spirit of wisdom and of understanding,
A spirit of counsel and of strength,
a spirit of knowledge and of fear of the Lord,
and his delight shall be the fear of the Lord.
Not by appearance shall he judge,
nor by hearsay shall he decide,
But he shall judge the poor with justice,
and decide fairly for the land’s afflicted.
He shall strike the ruthless with the rod of his mouth,
and with the breath of his lips he shall slay the wicked.
Justice shall be the band around his waist,
and faithfulness a belt upon his hips.
Then the wolf shall be a guest of the lamb,
and the leopard shall lie down with the young goat;
The calf and the young lion shall browse together,
with a little child to guide them.
The cow and the bear shall graze,
together their young shall lie down;
the lion shall eat hay like the ox.
The baby shall play by the viper’s den,
and the child lay his hand on the adder’s lair.
They shall not harm or destroy on all my holy mountain;
for the earth shall be filled with knowledge of the Lord,
as water covers the sea.
On that day, The root of Jesse, set up as a signal for the peoples—
Him the nations will seek out; his dwelling shall be glorious.
In the sixth month, the angel Gabriel was sent from God to a town of Galilee called Nazareth,
to a virgin betrothed to a man named Joseph, of the house of David, and the virgin’s name was Mary.
And coming to her, he said, “Hail, favored one! The Lord is with you.”
But she was greatly troubled at what was said and pondered what sort of greeting this might be.
Then the angel said to her, “Do not be afraid, Mary, for you have found favor with God. Behold, you will conceive in your womb and bear a son, and you shall name him Jesus.
He will be great and will be called Son of the Most High,and the L ord God will give him the throne of David his father,
and he will rule over the house of Jacob forever, and of his kingdom there will be no end.”
But Mary said to the angel, “How can this be, since I have no relations with a man?”
And the angel said to her in reply, “The holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you. Therefore the child to be born will be called holy, the Son of God.
And behold, Elizabeth, your relative, has also conceived a son in her old age, and this is the sixth month for her who was called barren;
for nothing will be impossible for God.”
Mary said, “Behold, I am the handmaid of the Lord. May it be done to me according to your word.” Then the angel departed from her.
The Kitchen has been called the heart of the home. Family life is nurtured in the kitchen; conversations, tears and laughter coexist and comingle; food is prepared and consumed. Generally, because of use and abuse, the kitchen is the messiest room in the house. If the kitchen represents the heart, the sink would be its altar.
The sink is where used vessels are gathered, scraped, washed clean, sorted and prepared for future use. You can’t serve up a fresh hot meal on dirty dishes, now, can you?
In the same way, to be used effectively by God, we need to be cleansed regularly. Everyday use leaves the remains of what we had to offer on the surface of our heart. Regret and unforgiveness will harden into bitterness if we are not careful to remove it promptly. In the quiet of your kitchen, bring the dirty dishes of your life to the altar. While you are scraping and scrubbing the congealed mess from the dishes, rinsing them clean, and putting things straight in your little kitchen, Let the Lord do the same thing on the altar of your heart. With contrition, make a plan to right the wrongs that you have committed, and ask the Lord for the strength and resolve to follow through. As you are putting away the clean dishes, and wiping up your workspace, thank the Lord for His goodness to you. Ask Him to prepare you and enable you for the work that He has for you.
Regret, Guilt, and Shame are the ugly stepsisters of Contrition, the daughter of Truth and Pardon. These stepsisters are hateful, ruthless, unforgiving, and usually gross exaggerators. Don’t let them “help” in your kitchen.
Hello. My name is Lyn and I am a coffee addict.
My observations, in the spirit of Forest Gump…how life is like coffee:
1. I have a favorite cup I pour my coffee into. I have favorite people I pour my life into.
2. I can’t have either without a sweetener. Cream and sugar are my choice for coffee; Laughter and love, for my life.
3. I want my coffee to be either hot or cold. Jesus wants my spiritual life to be the same. Lukewarm coffee is almost as bad as a lukewarm life…both are apt to be spewed at some point.
4. For a good, strong cup of coffee, beans must first be roasted, then ground, and perked in hot water over time.
The strongest people I know have endured fiery trials and crushing disappointments. Their secret was to immerse themselves in the Word of God and spend their time wisely, steeped in prayer.
5. Coffee and life are both best when shared unselfishly with family and friends around a kitchen table.