One of my resolutions for 2017 was to read through the entire Bible.  I heard that if you read a chapter from the NT and 2 from the OT, you can just about get through the entire Bible in 365 days, so I decided to give it a try.  Just in case I reach a slump, as I have heard is a common occurrence, I determined to read two chapters from the OT Law/Prophets/History, one from a book of Wisdom/Poetry, and one from the NT.

This has been one of the best gifts I have ever, ever given myself.  Seriously, I am disappointed with myself for missing out on all the blessings and special graces included in this venture for as long as I did.  I have been a Christian since I was a young child, attended Sunday School, and Christian school, memorized Awana verses with my kids, and listened to awesome Bible teachers, but none of these, as good as they are, have given me the insight of just reading through the Word with the help of the Holy Spirit and His Holy Church.  Reading in the OT and the NT simultaneously, has been a fun dynamic to watch unfold.  I have always been told that the OT points to the New, and the New testifies of the Old…it is seriously awesome to see it with my own eyes!

A good example of this happened last night.  I was listening to John’s account of the Resurrection in John 20, and just as I was drifting off to sleep, I heard:  “But Mary stood weeping outside the tomb. As she wept, she bent over to look into the tomb; and she saw two angels in white, sitting where the body of Jesus had been lying, one at the head and the other at the feet”; and I had a vivid flashback to what I learned about the ark of the covenant.  Remember the two angels (cherubim) at either side?  Two angels guarding the ark which held the manna, Aaron’s rod, and the stone tablets (also called the Word of God).  This is a picture of John’s account thousands of years prior….and here they are again, one at the head, the other at the feet…where was laid the Bread of Life, our High Priest, and the Word.  Shivers.  Angels have been accompanying Him since the Annunciation.  We see them at His birth, in His agony at Gethsemane, and here in His empty tomb.  WOW!

Have you ever read through the entire Bible?  I would love to hear some of the God Whispers that your received in your quest.  I plan to make this an ongoing resolution, not stopping in December, but starting again.  I also plan to incorporate reading the Catechism of the Catholic Church from front to back, if I wait until January to start that, I would love to find a one year Bible reading plan that incorporates it in…I wonder if there is such a creature?  

My Amazing “I can’t believe it’s low carb” Oatmeal Cookie Recipe


My husband was diagnosed with diabetes last summer, and we have been on a journey of discovery in the kitchen.  Learning to cook low carb has been a fun challenge, and he has lost over 50# since we started.

He has never been big on sweets, so that part has been easier than it would be for me. Still, he occasionally does want a cookie, and his favorites are oatmeal craisin.  I have been playing with a few recipes I found online and have finally got it to what I consider the perfect cookie.

Here it is.  Don’t say I never gave ya anything.

WHAT I USED:

1/2 cups whole wheat flour

1/2 cups almond flour

1/2 cup coconut flour

1 teaspoon baking soda

1/2 teaspoon allspice

1/2 teaspoon nutmeg

1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon

1 cup butter, softened

1 cup SPLENDA® Sugar Blend

2 large eggs

1 tablespoon molasses

1 1/2 teaspoons vanilla extract

3 cups steel cut oats, uncooked

1 cup craisins

1 cup chopped walnuts

 HOW I DID IT

Preheat oven to 350 degrees F.
Stir together flours, soda, and spices in a separate bowl for later.

Beat butter and SPLENDA® Sugar Blend at medium speed in the Bosch Universal (using whisk attachment) until fluffy. Add eggs, molasses and vanilla, beating until blended. Gradually add flour mixture, beating at low speed until blended.

Change to cookie paddles, as this gets very thick and will bend your wire whips.

Stir in oats and craisins.

Drop dough by rounded tablespoons onto lightly greased baking sheets.  

Bake 10 to 12 minutes or until lightly browned. Cool slightly on baking sheets. Remove to wire racks; cool completely.  The consistency of these cookies is very dense, so I like to kind of smoosh them flat after putting them on the cookie sheet, otherwise they cook in the rounded shape, and get too done on the outside and not enough on the inside.  Smooshing seems to do the trick 😉

I make a double recipe of this, unless we are having a crowd over, then I triple it.  While the first batch is baking, I drop dough as above onto a parchment lined cookie sheet (as many as will fit on that sheet, barely touching) and place in the freezer for later.  When they are frozen, I collect them all into a large ziplock baggie and keep on hand for a rainy day.  These last about forever for just the two of us, but they are nice to have on hand when the grands come over and help us eat them.


These make GREAT breakfast cookies, they are so filling and satisfying.  In the future, I may add sugar free chocolate chips to the mix, just for grins and giggles.

Season of Lent is upon us.

Lent starts this week…already…wow.  Wasn’t Christmas just yesterday?  Time seems to fly lately..faster than usual.  I am not complaining, though…I really LOVE Lent and Easter…maybe even more than Christmas (gasp!), because of the focus on the greatest gift that was ever given, our Savior’s life for the redemption of sinful man.  I have not been striving this year to come up with a plan for Lent, but one has kind of fallen into place nonetheless.

I have recently been challenged to participate in the daily examen, that is, a daily exercise in praying backward through my day and examining myself, my actions, thoughts, motives…my awareness of God’s hand in my day.

I am still not sure I am doing it right.  Before becoming Catholic, I heard very little about self examination, other than the teaching of my dear Mother on the instruction of making sure I was right with God before receiving communion.  She had a deep understanding of the danger of receiving Holy Communion unworthily, or with unrepented sin.

I am still learning how to keep an informed, clean conscience; and the practice of a daily examen has been a wonderful tool to aid in this, but my self-discipline (or lack thereof) has prevented me from truly apprehending it in the way it was designed.  Part of my Lenten sacrifice this year will be to focus on this Examen at least once a day.  I have been working on my spiritual reading and devotions to make them the first part of my daily routine, and have been wanting to add something to the end of my day, kind of a sandwich effect, I guess…implementing the examen before my regular bedtime prayers just sounds like an effective way to do that.

I have found a couple really good apps to aid in praying the Examen.  The first is a guided Examen, with video instruction on how to pray each section.  There is a journal feature on this one that is invaluable for me, as I am an outward processor of information, that is, I feel a need to hear myself think, and often talk to myself or the nearest trusted friend I can find to gain understanding and clarity in a given situation.  Journaling is like a friend, and while I much prefer the handwritten kind of journaling, I have found that the privacy of a password to allow me to more fully develop my thoughts, without fear of an unintended audience…also, I cannot write as fast or as clearly as I think, so typing allows me to get more of my thoughts in before they flit from my mind, or I forget why I had that thought spark in my head in the first place.  Anyway, you can check out this app here, and I would love to know if you are using it, how do you like it?

The second is a collection of different meditations in the examen format.  My spiritual director introduced me to this website, and I found an app for it as well.   The variety of thoughts and prayers keep my poor brain from feeling stuck in a rut.  While I much prefer the format of my first suggestion, I still plan to use this app for when I feel the need to change things up.  It does not have the journal feature, so I keep a page in my regular paper journal for recording my prayers and thoughts through this examination.  Again, because of the nature of a handwritten journal, I am not comfortable going too deep or detailing like I can in the first, so while I love the format of this and the variety, because of the way I am wired, it is not my first choice….but it may be just the right thing for one of my readers :).

For Lent, I also plan to incorporate more reading into my day.  I have two books on my list for right now, the first, St. Faustina’s diary.  Ever since one of my favorite bloggers talked of this resource, and I was introduced to the Divine Mercy Chaplet (right around the same time, isn’t the Holy Spirit awesome like that!?) I have been fascinated (and not a little overwhelmed) with St. Faustina and her message of the Divine Mercy.  I have had this book sitting on my shelf for over a year, and had forgotten I had it, actually…Fr. Ken Geraci’s session on the Divine Mercy at our recent parish mission re-ignited the desire to get more acquainted with St. Faustina, and I pulled the book out to try to read again.  I will be reading it through Lent, and praying the Divine Mercy at 3pm as suggested.

I am praying that this Lent will  develop spiritual discipline into my routine, and bring me closer to Jesus through the lives and teachings of His people.  What are your Lenten plans?

New Resolve

imageTrust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding.  Proverbs 3:5.

In my relationships – Proverbs 3:5
In my time management and daily duties – Proverbs 3:5
In my work and in my leisure – Proverbs 3:5
In all I think, say, and do – Proverbs 3:5

In my future plans and past regrets – Proverbs 3:5
In my quest for faith, hope and love – Proverbs 3:5
In joy and good health; in pain and sorrow – Proverbs 3:5

With my husband, my children, and grandchildren – Proverbs 3:5
With my benefactors, mentors, and friends and foes – Proverbs 3:5
With my hopes and my fears – Proverbs 3:5
With my victories and failures – Proverbs 3:5

Confident or vulnerable – Proverbs 3:5
Rich or poor – Proverbs 3:5
Happy or sad – Proverbs 3:5
Hungry or full – Proverbs 3:5
Living or dying – Proverbs 3:5

Through it all, regardless of feelings, emotions or circumstance;  with or without the approval of those I love, I will trust in You Lord, with my whole heart, and I will not rely on my own limited understanding or insight.  I will watch for the paths in front of me to be made straight, as you move the mountains that are in the way of Your plan for me.  I place myself in your tender loving care, because I love you, and I live to serve you, my King and my God.

What’s for dinner

We are having planned-overs for dinner tonight.  Easy beef pot pie:

  • 1 leftover steak, diced
  • 1 potato, diced
  • 1 pkg. brown gravy mix
  • 1 can mixed vegetables, drained
  • 1.5 cups bizquick baking mix
  • milk – for baking mix batter

Cook potato in salted water until tender, add brown gravy (prepare according to directions, diced beef, and veggies, incorporate all together, then pour into 4×4 glass baking pan.

In a large bowl, combine baking mix with milk until consistency of pancake batter, pour over top of beef mixture.  Bake at 375* until batter is browned on top, and toothpick comes out clean when inserted into crust.

This is a great way to use up leftovers.  Mashed potatoes can be substituted for the biscuit crust, and any left over veggies would work in this.  Top with cheese and serve with a green salad and you’ve got a plate of good old fashioned comfort food, quick and easy!

Burrito mix

In my little kitchen this month, I concocted a delicious, frugal yet filling supper to feed a crowd.  I had two of my children and three of my grandchildren sharing this one, and there was still plenty leftover to pack in husband’s lunch the next day.  Here is the recipe (I loved it so much, I added it to my journal for future reference).  Enjoy.

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Letting Go of the Old

Did you ever need a reset?

I do.  I’m in a slump as of late, and need to reset, regroup, and refocus.

I have come to a place in my life, where I’m seeing things more clearly, experiencing God’s presence and hearing Him speak to my heart in ways I have only dreamed of; and at the same time, I feel an anxiety in my spirit…a simmering frustration that occasionally bubbles up and spills out of my mouth in biting words I don’t really mean to say, and hot tears that defy my own ideas of stoic self-discipline.

I know that a large part of my problem is  my own “all or nothing” attitude.  I find something that I love to do, and all sense of balance goes out the window…I throw myself 100% into the new thing that I love, and forget to maintain the essential disciplines that keep my little world turning here.  Facebook, which was intended to be a TOOL to keep me in contact with my children, has turned into a vice for me.  I lose all track of time, and find it difficult to walk away…as a result, my relationships and responsibilities have suffered.  I think this is at least partiality the culprit in my bubbling anger…I’m irritated at myself, and feeling lazy and unmotivated to change, so I surf around on Facebook…escaping what I know I need to do, for the sake of one more article, one more comment, one more share…until I’ve wasted another afternoon instead of doing what I know I need to do.

Anyway, until I can find some semblance of self control again, I’m disabling my Facebook, and re-vamping my schedule to reflect a more balanced list of priorities.  I hope to be reading more and journaling again, which hopefully will lead to some new blog posts here.  My posts here will no longer show on Facebook, as my personal page there will be no more.  Please bookmark NewThings if you wish to follow.  I don’t know how long I’ll be MIA on FB, but would appreciate your prayers in the meantime.

Blessings.

A New Word for a New Year

My word for 2015 was “joy”, and I had many experiences that brought me joy, as well as opportunities to exercise my understanding of joy, in faith, because if I was walking by sight, I would not describe some of these moments as joyful.

But there was joy in the midst of it all.  There in the broken heart that chose to extend love and grace to the undeserving and ungrateful.  In the answered prayer for safety, and guidance, and wisdom for one walking in darkness.  In the packing up of dashed hopes and broken relationships, and the prodigal’s return to the family who cherishes and cares for her.  In the song belted out at the top of her voice, high above the brokenness, in the smile through the tears, in her warm hugs and acts of service.  There is joy because the Giver of joy is present, even in the middle of the pain.  He comforts, fills the heart with a peace beyond comprehension, and then fills the mouth with a song.  He comes alongside and sings the song when we forget the words.  He is present, in us, working through us, spreading that joy to others through us, his broken vessels.

This year, I was given the word “mercy”.  I intend to study the word, dig around the Sacred Scriptures for examples and pictures of this mercy, as well as follow the Holy Father’s teachings in this year of mercy.  About a week after receiving my word “mercy”, I happened on this blog post, and was challenged to view prayer in a different way.  As I meditated on this new perspective, the Holy Spirit quickened in me an acronym for mercy to use in my prayers.  

Make Every Regret Count (for) You

I read somewhere that the most recorded request of Christ when he was on earth was “Kyrie Eleison” or “Lord, have mercy”.  I’m finding it to be one of my most uttered prayers as well, and now, instead of just asking that He heal it, fix it, make it better, or make it go away…because sometimes He doesn’t…my prayer for mercy will be, Lord, make every regret count for You.  I think it’s another way of praying as Jesus did, “God, if it is your will, let this cup pass from me, but nevertheless, not my will but yours be done”, or “Thy Kingdom come, thy will be done, here on earth as it is there in heaven”.

I’m excited (and a little afraid…with a healthy fear) to see what will come with a shift in perspective.  I have a feeling it will dovetail with my 2014 word “surrender”, and I’d like to think I will get to revisit my word for 2015 in a new light as well.  Pray for me, we can pray for each other, that the Lord will have mercy and grant us His peace and joy as we strive to live for Him.  In Jesus Name.  Happy New Year!